I AM (FROM A DEDICATION TO SOMEONE SO VERY SPECIAL)

I AM ENCHANTED

Your eyes caress me
And then your hands
Tender fingers touch me gently
Giving pleasures
Tracing your outline with my tongue
Feeling you firm under my lips
I taste you
Your dark brown velvet gaze
Captivates me
Enticing me under you spell
Beckoning me to taste the sweetness of your love
Hearing your pleasures
I feel your lips on mine
My soft velvet lips
Full for your passion
Your tongue explores my secrets
Revealing only to you
The hidden depths of my pleasures
I am enchanted

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I AM BLESSED

I sit in wonderment what lessons I am meant
To have understood and gained knowledge from
When I look back on my life all I see is one of pain
The pain of rejection of a mother's love
The pain of losing a loved one
The pain of being separated from someone I loved
The physical and emotional pain of being assaulted
The pain of losing a child and nearly losing another
The psychological and physical pain of abuse
The physical and mental pain of illness
And the emotional heart stopping pain of rejection of someone I truly loved
What lessons have I learned?
I could chose to look back so negatively
But I have gained so much more
I have gained the richness of empathy and understanding
And for that I have truly grown
I have grown stronger
And I have gained so much riches in spirit
And I am lucky for I have gained that knowledge few seldom experience
I am blessed

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I AM ADDICTED

In the dark silver blue light
Illuminating your sleeping form
I watch you breathing
Listening to the soft noises you make
Longing to trace your body
With my hand
I drink in the beauty of the moment
I am intoxicated
Helpless and feelings out of control
I am addicted
And like an addict I crave you
I crave your touch
I crave your passion
I crave your soul
No rehab will help me
You are the drug I need
You consume me
I cannot be free
Nor would I want
You are my therapy

MPB (c)

FROM A DEDICATION TO SOMEONE SO VERY SPECIAL