My latest book "DIARY OF A LOVE AFFAIR"

My New book has been accepted for publication so I will post details as soon as I have all the details of the launch. This is my first novel, previous two books were inspired poetry.

'FOR HAD I KNOWN' The meaning behind

The poem below is very true though, we are here on Earth to learn by various experiences, experiences we have chosen ourselves in order we know how it feels. All of these experiences are designed so we know what it is like to be a victim, an aggressor, to know what if feels like to be hurt or the perpretator. We ourselves have chosen these experiences but of course if we were aware what was ahead we would avoid what befalls us, so all previous memory is removed prior to our incarnation on Earth. We are always guided and helped along the way by other like minded souls, all we need do is trust and Spirit will always be there to cushion us.

This is this inspiration and meaning of the following poem

FOR HAD I KNOWN

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Is lying ever ok?

Should we always be totally blunt?

Sometimes you have to tell a little white lie to protect someone's feelings as to be totally frank and honest would hurt them badly. In time you can come back to the situation and take the time and counsel them. Certain situations don't always allow you the time to explain and it would be hurtful to be blunt. I always try and revisit the circulation and be tactfully honest though as its not a good idea to leave someone with false hope either, but to give good constructive criticism.

Snow white and rose red brings me back

I loved fairytales beacause they always had happy endings

A time when as a child you believed anything was possible. I loved fairytales and always believed that miracles could happen. Whether it was because I was born an optimist I don't know or whether it is because of my spiritual beliefs that I believe anything can happen if you believe it it I don't know. I guess also reading fairytales was a way of escaping my life at that time, I didn't have a happy childhood and I could immerse myself in fairytales for they always had happy endings and this was one of my favourites. The heroines or princesses were always beautiful and I really was a late developer and an ugly duckling and I always wished I could be beautiful like them.

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WHAT DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR PURSE OR POCKET TODAY?

AND BE HONEST LOL!

Google G1 phone
I love being attached to the internet and have just been converted from the Blackberry I had for years

Wallet
well money credit cards etc for obvious reasons

A small lilac filofax
I don't use this as much now since I can do most things on my G1 but I keep receipts in it etc and it has a pen with it

Sunglasses
Well I am a great believer in preventing crows feet from squinting in the sun

A large wide toothed comb
I have very long hair, essential to keep it well groomed

A lipgloss
To prevent chapped lips and for touch ups

A small compact
With mirror for touch ups

A small packet of tissues
101 uses from sneezes to spills

My house keys
I always like to know where my keys are for locking up

My reading glasses
I am long sighted and need them for small print lol!

A small packet of painkillers
For headaches and generally to hand out to friends who don't have any lol

Would you have an "Undo Button"?

Which moments in life do you wish you could do over?


Actually I don't wish to relive any aspects of my life. My beliefs lead to me to believe, everything has happened in my life for a good reason. It is only through experiences we learn and grow. I believe it's ok to make mistakes (well as long as you don't make the same ones over and over again) for that is how we learn, learning the consequences of what may and does happen when we get it wrong. It's only when you look back on your life objectively you see just how far you have come and why 'A' had to happen for 'B' to take place etc. So I have no wish to relive situations again. I may have some regrets, but they have taught me well and I think we all help teach one another and that is why I believe we are 'Here'

I AM (FROM A DEDICATION TO SOMEONE SO VERY SPECIAL)

I AM ENCHANTED

Your eyes caress me
And then your hands
Tender fingers touch me gently
Giving pleasures
Tracing your outline with my tongue
Feeling you firm under my lips
I taste you
Your dark brown velvet gaze
Captivates me
Enticing me under you spell
Beckoning me to taste the sweetness of your love
Hearing your pleasures
I feel your lips on mine
My soft velvet lips
Full for your passion
Your tongue explores my secrets
Revealing only to you
The hidden depths of my pleasures
I am enchanted

MPB (c)

I AM BLESSED

I sit in wonderment what lessons I am meant
To have understood and gained knowledge from
When I look back on my life all I see is one of pain
The pain of rejection of a mother's love
The pain of losing a loved one
The pain of being separated from someone I loved
The physical and emotional pain of being assaulted
The pain of losing a child and nearly losing another
The psychological and physical pain of abuse
The physical and mental pain of illness
And the emotional heart stopping pain of rejection of someone I truly loved
What lessons have I learned?
I could chose to look back so negatively
But I have gained so much more
I have gained the richness of empathy and understanding
And for that I have truly grown
I have grown stronger
And I have gained so much riches in spirit
And I am lucky for I have gained that knowledge few seldom experience
I am blessed

MPB (c)


I AM ADDICTED

In the dark silver blue light
Illuminating your sleeping form
I watch you breathing
Listening to the soft noises you make
Longing to trace your body
With my hand
I drink in the beauty of the moment
I am intoxicated
Helpless and feelings out of control
I am addicted
And like an addict I crave you
I crave your touch
I crave your passion
I crave your soul
No rehab will help me
You are the drug I need
You consume me
I cannot be free
Nor would I want
You are my therapy

MPB (c)

FROM A DEDICATION TO SOMEONE SO VERY SPECIAL