- TIME TO DO SOME MORE PLUGGING AGAIN LOL
- All of these poems and many, many more can be found in my book
"A Dedication to Someone so Very Special"
If you click on any of the links below this will take you to one of the sites where my book is on sale. Please see the reviews below and I hope you enjoy reading my poetry
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INSIDE MY HEART
Etched upon my heart
You touched my soul
Softly like a silken feather
And yet the imprint that it left
Carved out your presence
And lives on like the light
From some distant star
Light from thousands of years gone by
Shining brightly burning softly
A flame smoulders and dwells there
Deep inside my heart
I cannot extinguish no matter how
A million tear drops will not
Dowse that flame
MPB (c)
I AM YOUR WILLING CAPTIVE
The first sunbeams dance
And softly tickle, play against the wall
As I open my eyes I see,
Like I see, for the very first time
I rub my eyes gently
And I smile softly
Tracing my tongue along my lips
I still taste you
I look at you quietly
Staring at you for a moment
I know from your soft smile you're dreaming
I smile a knowing smile
inside my heart laughs and giggles
I see your lashes flicker
And I gaze deeply into your eyes
I see your soul and all that dwells there
Words , not versed
I read your eyes
And you read mine
I can lose myself forever in those depths
I would not care to ever escape
I am your willing captive
I give to you all that I am
My most valued possessions my heart and my soul
Gladly take them as
You take and consume me
MPB (c)
I DIE A LITTLE DEATH
I die a little death
Everytime
You take me
Visiting places unseen
Of paradise explored
Such torrid screams
Of violent
Uncontrolable passion
That sends such
Blissful seizures
Throughout my now limp
And exhausted body
Satiated by your love
MPB (c)
I AM ADDICTED
In the dark silver blue light
Illuminating your sleeping form
I watch you breathing
Listening to the soft noises you make
Longing to trace your body
With my hand
I drink in the beauty of the moment
I am intoxicated
Helpless and feelings out of control
I am addicted
And like an addict I crave you
I crave your touch
I crave your passion
I crave your soul
No rehab will help me
You are the drug I need
You consume me
I cannot be free
Nor would I want
You are my therapy
MPB (c)
A DIARY OF A LOVE AFFAIR
Those tender sweet beginings
I called you sweet
You said you no I'm not
And god I thought you were so hot
I couldn't wait for that next mail
With building excitement and trepidation
Through this sweet trance I'd sail
We had the silly stupid fights
We'd say the stupidest of things
And then we'd make up all the night
What a sweet rollercoaster
Up and down and all over
Full of passion and crazed raw emotions
Of wanting and needing
God what a commotion
And then one day
You had to say
Words I wasn't familiar with
Not for me I thought
Suspiction rained I ought
To have seen it comming
You said I'd changed
If I had it was not my doing
You seemed so cold I felt it so
You'd cooled so much I know
And then came the days that became so long
Long lonely nights pouring tears into my favourite song
It no longer is I cant bear to hear
It cuts me up and makes me shed a tear
Of passions hot that burning kind
Of passions where you feel you're loosing your mind
And then I knew there was no more excuses
You always promised you would say
if you felt you couldn't stay
It would have been better had it been that way
But no you had to take it all wrong
So now all I have is that song
No more can I listen it cuts me up inside
All because of your stupid damn pride
To admit we all make mistakes
You got it all wrong you made it a mess
All you had to do was answer a yes
And admit it was a stupid fight
And now I cant bear to have you in sight
Not because I am angry or mad
I am just feeling so low and sad
Of silly miscontrued conversations
You got it all wrong why cant you see
You got all the wrong impression from me
And all because of stupid pride
We're both cut up and hurting inside
Maybe one day you'll see what you've lost
The love of a woman who loved you the most
She loved you enough to let you go
She never could hate you for fucking up so
MPB (c)
A PRECIOUS HEART AND THE SEQUEL
Across the deepest oceans, across the stormiest seas
My heart no longer belongs to me
I gave it away to someone whom I love
Someone i feel must have been sent to me from above
Not a day passes without them on my mind
They are so wonderful, lovely, amazing and kind
And in return I care for their gentle heart
I treat is so carefully so gently it doesn't break apart
Their heart to me is so precious you see
I am so humbled, honoured and so glad they gave it to me
I will treasure it always as some precious gem
And in return I will give all my love to them
Always and forever I mean everything
And given me such happiness you've made my heart sing
If you still your thoughts softly, gently and quietly
You will hear its quiet, haunting and beautiful melody
I gave to them the most precious things I own
My heart, my life, my soul and everything my own
Always and forever my heart I gave to you
Always and forever my love for you will be true
And you know nothing has changed a thing
My heart would truly still sing
If ever you were to grow near
for in my heart I hold you so dear
For now it sits heavy in my breast and so alone
Missing the other heart it thought was its own
Till one very sad and lonely day
You came and you stole it back away
It feels so heavy so missing its twin
For that heart was so very in
Love with yours till that fated day
A fight, a row and you took its mate away
It doesn't sing any more instead it hurts real bad
Instead of singing it sobs so sad
Its so very sorry it made your heart mad
It really didn't mean to do
It wishes it could explain its love for you
Instead it weeps although the night
And tears it cries and yet tries with all its might
For you to listen to beg to you
It wants you to know it so loves you
MPB (c)
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A Dedicatioin to Someone So Very Special As I read these poems, I find that I often sit back and start reflecting on my own life.....it's like a magical journey into selfawareness, excellent book Don A Dedication to Someone so very Special Simply beautifully written, full of emotion, to be read over and over again Stephana Brown Maggie Browns Book If anyone wants to read a very Heartfelt and Warm book, this is the ONE!! Maggie touched my heat in so many different ways with this book. If I were to say there is one poem better than the other, I would be doing the whole book a disgrace. I am a fan of Maggie Brown's from the USA. Looking forward to more books from her! Peter Brady A dedication to someone so very special Beautifully written.
This collection brings forth vivid images of secret pleasures, lovers entwind and the yearning of deep love
It's romantic, passionate, creative and simply lovely.Lisa Gosselin A Dedication to Someone so very Special You can tell that these poems are written from the heart, would make an excellent gift for a loved one and for those in love susan chandler Decent attempt at love poetry She's such a sweet thing. I hope that the book achieves the attention that its marvellous poems deserve. It's not bad for a tenner. Nigel Bakhai
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What spell have you cast to enchant me like this?
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THIS IS NOT MY IMAGINATION I heard your name in the breeze Carried and talked about by the trees And every footstep I walked The echoes me...

Saturday, 26 April 2008
TIME TO DO SOME PLUGGING AGAIN LOL!
Wednesday, 23 April 2008
I guess I am in a very mediumistic mood today
- I felt I had to write this for a friend who has lost his father and I hope it will bring some comfort and express the mixed emotions we all feel when someone passes over.
First there is shock, followed by denial, we often still lay a place at the table, and feel he/she will walk through that door, we even feel we have heard their voice or felt their touch of their hand on your shoulder, we even say but, " I saw him".
Never deny this to yourself or deny this to someone you are comforting in their grief. For they genuinely have felt the touch, a voice, a presence. You see, true love, the love one spirit feels for another, is eternal, it spans, all distance, time and space. By allowing this you aid the grieving process, and it comforts.
Gradually acceptance comes about and tears are replaced by joy as all the happy memories fill the heart and knowing that their loved one is safe happy and lives on.
"YOU"
You were there at my first early born cries
You stroked my downy head with tears of joy in your eyes
You were my strength, my guidance and my love
You were so tall, such a giant towering way above
You heard my first words those tentative, tender baby sounds
You were there when my fears overwhelmed me all around
You arms reached out and hugged me
You made sense of this strange world and let me see
You gave me so very much
You guided me and such
You watched my first tiny steps, I ran laughing to you
Your face bursting full of pride and love too
The day I said, "Daddy" your face beamed
For although you made out you didn't cry. it seemed
You did inside your heart
I miss you now we seem so far apart
And although
I didn't always show
I loved you
Daddy you will always be apart of me
For I am your legacy
You made me the man I am today
In you, I am so very proud to say
Daddy, "I love you"
MPB (c)
Wednesday, 16 April 2008
MY SOUL IS TOUCHED
- MY SOUL IS TOUCHED
- Your body presses tight against mine
Your heart beats against my heart
I want you to be inside of me
So close, so tight, never apart
Your lips press and taste my tongue
Your kiss, so sweet, so divine
I feel your passion in my soul
I hear sweet words, "Your mine"
Your tongue fills me up with such heat
I feel your breath, I feel your fire
You take my body, you have my soul
I am crazed silly with desire
Your firm fingers on my thigh
They tease me, touch me, feel my heat
Exploring secrets of my love
Making me feel so complete
And then my wish is fulfilled
My ache released I scream your name
And when we lie limply I look deep into your eyes
My soul is touched and never will be the same
MPB (c)
Monday, 14 April 2008
A couple of inspirational poems
Disposable Friends
Disposable friends cry crocodile tears
They will let you tell all, listen to your fears
Laugh at your jokes and smile very sweetly
They will hook and reel you in, so completely
But when you're down to the line and things are looking black
They will keep on walking and not looking back
Too many times, they will fool so many
Sad to say, for they have duped a plenty
Sad and alone ~ I tried to convince
Now given up for I tried to tell you this
Disposable friends who cry crocodile tears
They really aren't interested in listening to your fears
MPB (c)
The Tigress
Her claws are sharp, they say, "Don't mess with me"
Some have tried and failed miserably
A tigress to the last, you will never win
You may fool others, for they're so easily taken in
Her mind is alert as is the tigress
She waits so cunningly you will never convince
Don't ever try and mess with such a graceful creature
Her dark upturned almond eyes are her special feature
She waits patiently for her goal to trip
Waiting ready for that careless slip
And then she pounces with power and elegance
Her foe is mesmerised, transfixed under her trance
There's no escaping or trying to run away
Her eyes and claws are sharp, forever destined to stay
Her power so astute she moves with such grace
So be very careful only show your true face
For she knows so much more than what her glances say
Slip up, she will have you and there will be no getting away
MPB (c)
Disposable friends cry crocodile tears
They will let you tell all, listen to your fears
Laugh at your jokes and smile very sweetly
They will hook and reel you in, so completely
But when you're down to the line and things are looking black
They will keep on walking and not looking back
Too many times, they will fool so many
Sad to say, for they have duped a plenty
Sad and alone ~ I tried to convince
Now given up for I tried to tell you this
Disposable friends who cry crocodile tears
They really aren't interested in listening to your fears
MPB (c)


The Tigress
Her claws are sharp, they say, "Don't mess with me"
Some have tried and failed miserably
A tigress to the last, you will never win
You may fool others, for they're so easily taken in
Her mind is alert as is the tigress
She waits so cunningly you will never convince
Don't ever try and mess with such a graceful creature
Her dark upturned almond eyes are her special feature
She waits patiently for her goal to trip
Waiting ready for that careless slip
And then she pounces with power and elegance
Her foe is mesmerised, transfixed under her trance
There's no escaping or trying to run away
Her eyes and claws are sharp, forever destined to stay
Her power so astute she moves with such grace
So be very careful only show your true face
For she knows so much more than what her glances say
Slip up, she will have you and there will be no getting away
MPB (c)
Sunday, 13 April 2008
Saturday, 12 April 2008
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR FACE
The first time I saw your face
The first time I saw your face
I melted
I reached up and touched your cheek
You smiled broadly with your eyes
My knees grew weak
The first time I saw your face
I dissolved
Into your gaze
I traced your smile with my finger
you touched my chin and let it linger
The first time I saw your face
I deliquesced
In your kiss
That wonderful delicious, honeyed kiss
Your tongue entwined such bliss
The first time I saw your face
Was in some distant dream
So beautifully exquisite I knew
I knew, at once it was you
The first time I saw your face
MPB (c)
The first time I saw your face
I melted
I reached up and touched your cheek
You smiled broadly with your eyes
My knees grew weak
The first time I saw your face
I dissolved
Into your gaze
I traced your smile with my finger
you touched my chin and let it linger
The first time I saw your face
I deliquesced
In your kiss
That wonderful delicious, honeyed kiss
Your tongue entwined such bliss
The first time I saw your face
Was in some distant dream
So beautifully exquisite I knew
I knew, at once it was you
The first time I saw your face
MPB (c)
Friday, 11 April 2008
LAVENDER SATIN

Lavender Satin
Come dine in my field of lavender satin
And taste the sweetness of forbidden fruit
In this picnic of love's sweet kisses
A spread of pleasure beckons in afternoon sun
As you tip the velvet with sweet carese
My sweet wine flows with each kiss
Savour sweet honeyed taste of desires
Deep within you drink, your fill
And when satisfied and satiety lingers
We'll lie entwined, beating hearts stilled
MPB (c)
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
LAST NIGHT
I have taken to sleeping with a notebook and pen or my smart phone that has "Word" on it as invariably the "need" to write always tends to hit me around 1 am. Last night was no exception, I couldn't sleep, but was resting as ordered to by my doctor as my immune system was very down, with having shingles two weeks previous and recently gastroenteritis, when as usual as is with "Guides", "Put the light on! you must write!" So here is the result, three poems, written in twenty minutes, in this order. "Thanks guys upstairs!" lol.
Tenfold, make no mistake
Reality check and time to wake
The time has come make no mistake
And so shall ye reap for what ye sow
For to do unto others the Universe will know
Guess what, this is your wake up call
For Spirit knows what goes on, they know it all
There is no escape for what karma states
For it knows all our good and our mistakes
It reaches deep into your mind
Too late, your future's been already signed
There is a constant ebb and flow
A balance must be tallied, Karma, it knows
For what is given, must be received
Good, kind, indifferent or evil all perceived
Lessons are taught, know them well
The lessons go deeper into the soul
They challenge us dearly, but from which we grow
We cannot interfere into another's path
We have to accept out fate, our challenges hath
Are tough but they teach us why we are here
So repent at leisure is a true saying, life costs us dear
If we live giving love and kindness instead of envy, jealousy or hate
The Universe will shine on us tenfold, make no mistake
MPB (c)
Tenfold, make no mistake
Reality check and time to wake
The time has come make no mistake
And so shall ye reap for what ye sow
For to do unto others the Universe will know
Guess what, this is your wake up call
For Spirit knows what goes on, they know it all
There is no escape for what karma states
For it knows all our good and our mistakes
It reaches deep into your mind
Too late, your future's been already signed
There is a constant ebb and flow
A balance must be tallied, Karma, it knows
For what is given, must be received
Good, kind, indifferent or evil all perceived
Lessons are taught, know them well
The lessons go deeper into the soul
They challenge us dearly, but from which we grow
We cannot interfere into another's path
We have to accept out fate, our challenges hath
Are tough but they teach us why we are here
So repent at leisure is a true saying, life costs us dear
If we live giving love and kindness instead of envy, jealousy or hate
The Universe will shine on us tenfold, make no mistake
MPB (c)
A Soliloquy of Silence
I think of you in the stupid hours
When stillness reigns
Hush, there is quiet
Except for the chatter of my mind
I put on the light and look at the time
I have yet not slept
You, etch deep into my brain
Why wont you go?
I wait for stillness
I may wait a long time
To pass the hours I write
Letters that will never be posted
Emails that will never be sent
The deafening silence is broken with the chatter
Constant bickering chatter
See what you do! still
You never believed me when I was with you
So does it matter I write dead correspondence
Maybe not for you, but for me
A soliloquy of silence, i write
MPB (c)
My words are my fire
I'd have thought by now the words would have died
But still they flow
Flow like a downward rapid stream
Sometimes calm and sometimes meandering
Others they gush
Gushing obscenities, sometimes
I wait for the drought to come
But hence forth like a thunderstorm of tears
The dam is burst
And those damn words cloud and flow
Over and through my brain
Flooding and saturating my thoughts
I feel I am in a maze
A maze of words broken periodically by reality
I'll bet you're not feeling the same
Your heart had a cold chamber
That would freeze out feelings
My love could not melt the icicles that resided there
My heart is fuelled with flames
Fire against ice
My words are my fire and burn eternally
MPB (c)
I FEEL SO SAD YOU DIDN'T HEAR THE UNIVERSE CALL
- I FEEL SO SAD YOU DIDN'T HEAR THE UNIVERSE CALL
- I thought you were a friend
I shared my inner most thoughts
My dreams
I had no secrets, I told it all
I should have listened, to what I heard
But I chose not to
Thinking, surely not.
Unconditionally I cared
And you walked and turned your back
Like the flick of switch
Like the snuffing of a candle flame
You ousted me out in the dark
And with a click of your heels
You flicked me off
Like a speck of dust
Unconditionally doesn't mean a doormat
I feel sad for you
My heart is saddened
So much was offered and given
And you willingly drunk it all
Every last drop
And when a hand reached out
You bit it off
I feel so sad you didn't hear the Universe call
MPB (c)
Tuesday, 8 April 2008
SWEET DAWN CHORUS

As the flame burned down the heady fragrance of vanilla
Drifted on the cooling breeze
Filling and echoing in my senses making me
Half dizzy under your gaze
You sat beside me taking the ice from your drink
Letting it sizzle trailing down the front of my dress
As it melted I wanted your kisses to follow that warm trail
You smiled as I squealed, the air was heavy on that sultry eve
I loved how your eyes twinkled and danced in the candle flame
I caught your eyes stare at the wet pool forming on the damp silk
Your hands were hot as you undid buttons and hooks
I caught your firm outline as the last of the warm wax burned
Hot like your kisses on my bare flesh
I could feel little channels of sweat form down your spine
As you moved rhythmically and frantically as dawn awoke
The red glow of the waking sun rose as our passions mounted
That dawn chorus was so sweet
MPB (c)
"Sweet Dawn Chorus" from "A Dedication to Someone so Very Special" Published by Parkbench Publications by Maggie Brown
Monday, 7 April 2008
THE LAND OF BLACK 7 WHITE
- THE LAND OF BLACK & WHITE
- This poem is about a land
Where everything is black and white
Where there are no shades of grey between
And everything is alright
Oh to be in a land where
There are no shades of grey
With no answers that are grey to dismay
And the truth is how it is, how it is
If we were straight with one another
How simple life would be
No fakers, no lies, or sorrows as such
How clearly we would all see
MPB (c)
Thursday, 3 April 2008
DAMAGED GOODS
DAMAGED GOODS

Why say these awful things
And make out I'd lost my mind
Why be so damn unkind
You shouted, you pushed, you prodded, you pulled
Destroying everything in me, you lacked, that you could
Was it because it made you feel good?
For power over me, set out to destroy
Destroy all confidence and my heart you toyed
A heart you had none
But when it is time, time on Earth is gone
And all things are said and have been done
You will have to face all your fears, alone
You pushed all those who loved you away
All of them, who cared enough to stay
I fought so hard, to bring out that tiny bit
That tiny flame of spirit, within us is lit
My teachings taught me, we all have that tiny flame
However small, we came to Earth all the same
A flame, that kindles all that is wondrous and good
But I searched and searched and searched in vain
I am too late, extinguished, its just not there
One day I will meet my creator, when my soul is bare
Spirit will know I really tried so very hard, to make a difference
And now you alone, I fear will have to face the consequence
Fighting through the tears, me you near destroyed
I didn't bang in those coffin nails
You did that all on your own, too close to the wind you sailed
I know I was placed with you for a reason, for your soul to grow
But we reap what we ourselves sow
Placed to help fan that tiny flame within your soul
I fought your corner, I batted for you, I want you to realise and know
And yet you pushed, prodded, disregarded and threw me away
You destroyed us all, so we couldn't stay
Now we are damaged goods
MPB (c)
And make out I'd lost my mind
Why be so damn unkind
You shouted, you pushed, you prodded, you pulled
Destroying everything in me, you lacked, that you could
Was it because it made you feel good?
For power over me, set out to destroy
Destroy all confidence and my heart you toyed
A heart you had none
But when it is time, time on Earth is gone
And all things are said and have been done
You will have to face all your fears, alone
You pushed all those who loved you away
All of them, who cared enough to stay
I fought so hard, to bring out that tiny bit
That tiny flame of spirit, within us is lit
My teachings taught me, we all have that tiny flame
However small, we came to Earth all the same
A flame, that kindles all that is wondrous and good
But I searched and searched and searched in vain
I am too late, extinguished, its just not there
One day I will meet my creator, when my soul is bare
Spirit will know I really tried so very hard, to make a difference
And now you alone, I fear will have to face the consequence
Fighting through the tears, me you near destroyed
I didn't bang in those coffin nails
You did that all on your own, too close to the wind you sailed
I know I was placed with you for a reason, for your soul to grow
But we reap what we ourselves sow
Placed to help fan that tiny flame within your soul
I fought your corner, I batted for you, I want you to realise and know
And yet you pushed, prodded, disregarded and threw me away
You destroyed us all, so we couldn't stay
Now we are damaged goods
MPB (c)

Wednesday, 2 April 2008
For yesterdays will be tomorrow and I will be here
- FOR YESTERDAYS WILL BE TOMORROW AND I WILL BE HERE
- I found myself looking over that last message
Time had passed it seemed an age
Something I promised myself I would not do
But here I am thinking of you
I prayed, I hoped my feelings would wither and die
I bit my lip holding back the feelings that made me cry
In some respects I wished, I hadn't succumbed
I wished so much it hadn't began
Yet in others I was touched by the beauty of your soul
No one else saw what I did in you, you were my whole
I'd have sold my soul to have fallen in your eyes
Those deepest pools I'd sink, I'd drown and die
They were windows of all time
Foolishly I fell deeply in and believed you were mine
So I live and go about my life incomplete
Knowing one day we will again meet
In some far off, some far flung, distant place
At once instantly I will recognise that face
Those knowing looks, and oh that smile
And I know it seems so far away, such a while
But I am trapped as a moth in love's lamp burning flame
You touched my soul, and I'm not the same
I can never go back to how I used to be
Looking through different eyes now to see
You are the very mirror of my heart
And it hurts knowing its twin is missing, apart
Some lesson I am meant to experience and know
Some hard tough lesson to make souls grow
But do I regret no, not ever at all
I basked in the love and each tiny moment no matter how small
I miss you like crazy, out of my mind
But one day in another lifetime my soul, you will find
And all those lifetimes will melt and disappear
For yesterdays will be tomorrow and I will be here
MPB (c)
For yesterdays will be tomorrow and I will be here
- FOR YESTERDAYS WILL BE TOMORROW AND I WILL BE HERE
- I found myself looking over that last message
Time had passed it seemed an age
Something I promised myself I would not do
But here I am thinking of you
I prayed, I hoped my feelings would wither and die
I bit my lip holding back the feelings that made me cry
In some respects I wished, I hadn't succumbed
I wished so much it hadn't began
Yet in others I was touched by the beauty of your soul
No one else saw what I did in you, you were my whole
I'd have sold my soul to have fallen in your eyes
Those deepest pools I'd sink, I'd drown and die
They were windows of all time
Foolishly I fell deeply in and believed you were mine
So I live and go about my life incomplete
Knowing one day we will again meet
In some far off, some far flung, distant place
At once instantly I will recognise that face
Those knowing looks, and oh that smile
And I know it seems so far away, such a while
But I am trapped as a moth in love's lamp burning flame
You touched my soul, and I'm not the same
I can never go back to how I used to be
Looking through different eyes now to see
You are the very mirror of my heart
And it hurts knowing its twin is missing, apart
Some lesson I am meant to experience and know
Some hard tough lesson to make souls grow
But do I regret no, not ever at all
I basked in the love and each tiny moment no matter how small
I miss you like crazy, out of my mind
But one day in another lifetime my soul, you will find
And all those lifetimes will melt and disappear
For yesterdays will be tomorrow and I will be here
MPB (c)
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
INFINITELY
- INFINITELY
- All but a grain of sand in lives create
Seems so long, such vastness of space
No matter how many lifetimes or centuries past
An unconditional heart
Will give love to forever last
Can span all time, all reasoning be
The depth of true love, no matter what failing eyes see
Will always forever love unconditionally thee
Although in this lifetime's but a grain of sand
I ache for your presence, but I know this much be
I know in the hourglass of all time I will hold your hand
We will travel the cosmos, we will fly and soar free
One day I just know it, I know it so deep
Your soul will be united with me to forever keep
Blended together two as in one
For I know this love's forever
It just isn't done
I know this much for part of me is just isn't here
Its other half of the whole is with you my dear
And although consciously you may not be aware at this time
One day your higher-self will speak to you softly I know
And memories will be recalled, words that were mine
So no matter if I am aware and you cannot yet see
We have all the time, the universe, forever, infinitely
MPB (c)
ONCE UPON A TIME
- ONCE UPON A TIME
- Once upon a time in this tale of love
A love existed pure as a dove
That made her heart sing and soar high
That made her soul dance and fly
And in this story a rainbow's gold found
A beauteous love so profound
Until one day the rosy tinted bubble broke
And now this heart lies hurt for words misspoke
Wounded fatally it lies in two
Barbed words as a knife cut through
Her soul was in limbo cast
And although a while, a time, since has passed
images once felt, haunt her dreams
Whispering images in her night scream
So real they are, so perfect, so true
She wishes so much, she didn't love you
MPB (c)
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